Friday, August 29, 2014

Approaching Normal

Wow! I can't believe it's been three weeks since my transplant!  I had my first nearly normal socialization this week - an outdoor pool party.  The transplant team had some major reservations about my attendance, but being that the setting was outdoors, they considered my request, I had to do some major cajoling, bargaining and finally, after promising them all, but my first born, they conceded.  I promised I would be as pasty-white leaving the pool party as when I arrived (slathered on the SPF50 and dressed for fall) to combat my new photosensitivity. I also promised that all parts of me would avoid the pool and I wouldn't eat any food (that whole germ/ buffet concern).  A lot of conditions but it was SO worth it!

Getting used to a new normal hasn't been a seamless transition - I'm still getting used to a new routine - keeping close tabs on my vitals, drinking enough to make a camel proud (and also be the envy of every dialysis patient), steering clear of people (air hugs just aren't as satisfying as a real squeeze) and getting weekly lab work.  Speaking of lab work - just a quick bit of friendly advice to any medical service providers - telling your perspective pin cushion, 2 weeks post transplant (and massive steroid infusions) that she is potentially ruining your day because she is a difficult stick is just a tad bit insensitive, not to mention short-sighted - Her spindly veins aren't there to spite you, I'm pretty sure she likes being a 'difficult' patient far more than you do! Okay, rant over.
So, even though there's been (and will continue to be) an adjustment phase and learning curve to my new normal, it's been very do-able.  My first transplant has been my measuring stick, by which I seem to compare all my current experiences to - so in regard to the first time around, this time is a cake-walk.  And while I'd credit some of that to previous life experience, a nursing degree and greater maturity (no comments please - let a girl have her fantasy) - I know that the real reason things have gone as they have is because of God's mercy, hand of protection, gift of wisdom and Christ honoring the prayers of so many!   

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Surgery Updates - Retro Entries

It's been ages since I had anything really newsworthy to blog about.  But in the last 3 weeks I've had much to praise God about and much to report.  Below are updates I posted to on a private updates page for family/friends. I've dated them and put them in chronological order.

August 5, 2014

Hi! I would especially appreciate your prayers today, there's a potential kidney in the works! Please pray for our peace and wisdom. Trusting that God has set before me the path that's best for me, even though I don't know what the plans are He does! Thanks in advance for all your prayers – God has blessed me so greatly already through the many prayers of family and friends!

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Just a quick update – transplant, Lord willing, is scheduled for tomorrow! Lord is good and greatly to be praise!, right now I'm getting my IV IG infusion and hoping to catch a few winks before my early morning – will appreciate your prayers very much! Thank you, I could feel the blessing of the prayers throughout the day with the calm the Lord provided for me and my family! Please continue to pray for my family the doctors and for the family who lost someone today that was so selfless to provide me with this gift!


 


August 6, 2014

It's been a long day followed by a long night. I finished my immune suppression infusion at 1:30 this morning and then had to take a beta dine shower – PS any photos posted here after require bad hair day grace– in my hurry to get here today I omitted all hair products... It's so amazing how God has worked all this together in his timing– so much better than I could ever planned! I hope to write about it one day when I'm not under the influence of Benadryl and steroids  but let me just say what an awesome God I serve! Life is not always comfortable, today was a big reminder of that, but even when I'm uncomfortable God is the great comforter and I'm taking great hope in that tonight and for the days to come! Thank you all for your prayers and kind words and encouraging words! God has blessed me so greatly today with the peace only he can give and I know that you were praying for me it's greatly appreciated by myself and my family!

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FB update, per family:

A quick update on Vanessa - her surgery went well, she is back in her room and her new "kidney is working and making pee" (Vanessa's actual words). Vanessa, I guess it is time to get the "I peed today" T-shirts made

Vanessa, and family, are grateful for everyone's prayers. As expected, she continues to inspire us all and we are reminded that the Lord is good!!
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God is good! At the end of the day I'm able to sit up in bed, eat clear liquids (I suppose that jello is a food group) , smile, and Pee!  Tomorrow, the plan is for me to get out of bed and do some walking, please pray that I'll have good pain control and That my low grade fever would be gone in the morning. I have been warned that the meds I will be taking tomorrow typically cause some unpleasant side effects – would you please pray that I would be an exception but that if I do have the side effects that I will just trust the Lord to help me through and that I would have a positive testimony even the most unpleasant of circumstances

Body art courtesy Pre-op Staff:
My surgical 'tattoo' was meant to be a visible reminder
to surgeons and staff to avoid using my fistula arm. No sticks, No BP!

August 7, 2014

I'm not quite ready for a 5K but I've been up and walk three laps around the transplant floor and plan to do some more walking after supper. PTL! I have had my second Thymoglobulin infusion today with none of the predicted side effects – God has shown himself to be so very faithful and I thank Him and thank you for all your prayers because I know that he's hearing them and honoring them to the experiences I've had
 


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I have the coolest family ever! Last year when I saw these shirts my cousin had found I mentioned that I needed I Peed shirt when I got my kidney. They remembered this is awesome you know, it's the little things that make life so full of fun!
 
 
August 8, 2014

Two days post-op update

 I saw the surgeon and members of his posse this morning. He is very pleased with the progress that I and my kidney have made. My creatinine which is a blood level that measures kidney function started above 11 then yesterday dropped to 4.9 and today it was 2.4! The normal range is approximately 0. 5–1.4. If I hadn't been connected to so many wires I probably would've been doing a happy dance but I had to leave that to my family LOL speaking of wires I got my oxygen and telemetry monitor discontinued so now all I have to keep me tethered is a central line, I Jackson-Pratt drain, and a Foley. Little by little they're giving me more freedom  my day started off a little bit rockier than Thursday, think my seven laps that Dave previously was a little more than I should've done so I'm taking it a little bit easier today and I'm feeling much better this afternoon the Lord is so good and he's greatly to be praised! Thanks for all your continued prayers I'm humbled and very appreciative, as are my parents! The staff caring for me here have been quite a blessing and if I can't be at home I'm thankful the Lord provided a place with such good care! But you better believe that hasn't stopped me from trying to be "helpful"! LOL
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I've already been given homework and a pop quiz to see if I know what's in store for me, I was sure glad they gave the test to me after I got the kidney I'd hate to think if I failed the test . As I go forward, my biggest concerns will be infection and rejection. I'll be going into hibernation a little early this year avoiding highly populated places and those that are sick or have had live vaccines. Essentially, the drugs that make my body a hospitable host. also make me highly susceptible to all illnesses so I'll be the one holding my breath and giving long distance air hugs

 August 10, 2014

Today mark's four days post op. Saw my doctor this morning during his regular rounds, he was pleased with the progress that I continue to make. My creatinine dropped to 1.6! I haven't had a level in that range for well over five years – God is so awesome! I continued to marvel at how he's orchestrated each event and they know that none of it is coincidence. I used to pride myself on being a good planner, but I'm so thankful that he has the reins because The intricacies of his planning far surpass any meager attempt on my part! I spent the day getting my last infusion of thymo and tonight I will get possibly my last dose of IV antibiotics. I spent a large part of the day walking the halls and walked 17 laps around the unit, I'm starting to find sore spots I didn't have a few days ago but over all the Lord has blessed me with a very uneventful last few days crazed Boulevard!! I continue to ask for your prayers while one chapter has ended and I've received a kidney there's a whole new journey ahead of me learning how to adapt to this new lifestyle and to be a good steward of the spectacular gift that I've been given. The doctors keep reiterating how very important it is to be stringent in the days months and years to come being that I am so desensitized. it's a little overwhelming.

Today was the first day I started to feel the effects of the IV Solu-Medrol I.E.steroids you know it's the steroids talking when you look at your plate and not having oatmeal makes you want to cry. It's this new chapter now the Lord has me on I'm so excited to be on it but so very thankful that the Lord is on it with me he didn't bring me to this place to leave me by myself and I am trusting that he will continue to lift me up and bless the prayers of my friends family and even perfect strangers! And what a blessing you all are to me thank you for the many prayers and I think you invents for continued prayers what a gift it is to pray for one another! I suppose I better sign off now before I get weepy all over again thanks thanks thanks!  May God bless you for your prayer coverage and outpouring of love!effects of the IV Solu-Medrol


August 11, 2014

Foley catheter – gone, Jackson Pratt drain – gone, triple lumen central line – gone. I am a free woman! Well line free at least. Creatinine level dropped again today it's 1.3, the lowest it's ever been at least in the last 15+ years, You can bet the Loewens we're doing a happy dance today and praising the God who are gifted me with such a precious gift! I was released at four today and now will hang out near the hospital until my next clinic visit at the end of the week. It's been a long day with a lot of information to process but it’s a great opportunity to launch into my new lifestyle and still have a bit of a safety net nearby. I feel tired, a little sore and a bit nauseous; but it pales in comparison to how I could be feeling – I also feel immensely blessed to have this new chapter of life in front of me! I don’t think I can ever say it enough, God is so incredibly AWESOME!been a long day with a lot of information to process but it's a great opportunity to lunch into my new lifestyle and still have a little bit of a safety net nearby. I feel tired, a little sore and a bit nauseous ; but it pales in comparison to how I could be feeling- I also feel immensely blessed to have this new chapter of life in front of me! I don't think I can't ever say it enough , God is so incredibly AWESOME!been a long day with a lot of information to process but it's a great opportunity to lunch into my new lifestyle and still have a little bit of a safety net nearby. I feel tired, a little sore and a bit nauseous ; but it pales in comparison to how I could be feeling- I also feel immensely blessed to have this new chapter of life in front of me! I don't think I can't ever say it enough , God is so incredibly AWESOME!been a long day with a lot of information to process but it's a great opportunity to lunch into my new lifestyle and still have a little bit of a safety net nearby. I feel tired, a little sore and a bit nauseous ; but it pales in comparison to how I could be feeling- I also feel immensely blessed to have this new chapter of life in front of me! I don't think I can't ever say it enough , God is so incredibly AWESOME!

 August 13, 2014
One week post op


 











August 20, 2014
Two weeks post op – glory to God for the great things he has done and continues to do in my body! And yes, peeing is just one of the many new blessings I am thinking God for! Thanks to all for your prayers and continued prayers!! Psalms 103:1 – 2 Let all that I am praise the Lord; with my whole heart, I will praise His holy name. Let all that I am praise the Lord; may I never forget the good things He does for me.